Life in the fast lane

I'm so tired from all this. My life. My work. And shite from men.

Life in busy city is not really fascinating to me. I prefer a quiet place. A beach would be nice.

Bangkok is nowhere near quiet.

But too bad, I was bred, born and raised here. I've lived here my entire life. Now, it's just getting really bad because I work and live right in town.

Life in the fast lane.

I am always in a hurry. Until after 8PM of course. And it's a little slower.

I worked last weekend. But too tired to go out after work. So, I stayed in for a change. Got a few movies from the video rental. That's probably the first time in months I could really sit still to think about things in my life. Not work. I then realised how tired I was. And how empty my life was when I wasn't at work.

Bangkok is too much for me now. So, I'm going to Phuket end of this month for a few days. Catch up with old friends. Beaches. I've missed it.

And next month, I'm thinking about going up North for a function. Just asked Andrew today if he wanted to go with me. He said he would if he was around. He is now still in the UK. Well, it would be lovely if he could make it.

Well, since he will have to marry me once I've lost 3 kgs... So, we'd better start getting used to each other's crap again. :D

Only work is real

After letting the muppet give me some grief yet again, I've kept myself busy at work. And the pubs, of course. I can't ruin my reputation. :D

Well, the muppet is the muppet. Nothing I can do about it, other then letting him go fcuk himself like my boss sort of suggested.

But really, I guess it's normal people need to be screwed over so they can appreciate the good people. Including me.

Over the past few days, I've got to chat with that man (from an entry last month) quite a few times. He's not in the country at the moment. But he's managed to make me feel better about myself. He has his ways to make me feel special. He won't be back here until November. So, we've been discussing me going there first. He'll have to sort his schedule out too. We need to spend some time together... alone. No work!!!

In the meantime, I'm going to Phuket end of this month for the weekend. I'll visit my friends and will drink the island dry. I really need some time off from Bangkok. I can't stand it any longer.

I'll be flying back to Bangkok on Monday morning. The second flight of the day. And will come straight to work.

Should be interesting to see what state I will be in. :D

Muppet!!!

No, Chris was not out of his bloody mind. He just had to promise something first so he could break it later. Muppet!!!

Now 4PM something, and he still can't tell me when and where that we're supposed to meet.

It's so amazing that he always made me trust and believe him completely. Everybloodytime. And I bought it everytime he said "I promise" too.

He must be out of his bloody mind..

This's scary. Chris must be out of his bloody mind now.. He actually called me back when he said he would!!!

Holy crap. Other than shite, he's so full of surprises too.

So, it looks like we will meet up tomorrow afternoon.

But sure as hell, I will NOT leave my base unless I see his face! I'm so not going to be stood up again.

There he is..

I had a few minutes to talk yesterday, so I rang Chris.

I hadn't spoken to him in months. So, it was time to annoy the bejesus out of him.

It turned out he just got back from Hong Kong the night before. He's been basically living and working there....

YOU WHAT?!?

I said to him that he just buggered off without telling me?!? He said not exactly and explained. So, that's the bugger I love and want to be with. Just... buggered off to Hong Kong.. to live there and couldn't be arsed to even email me.

Oh well, we are not in a relationship anyway - we've been in a pretty awkward situation. So, whatever.. I guess.

He's trying to meet me before he buggers off back to Hong Kong very soon.

Yeah, right. Like I'm gonig to hold my breath.

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People just love to talk, don't they?

I actually had a pretty good night out on my own at the Hard Rock Cafe Bangkok. I even met my friend the barman. I hadn't seen him in months. Well, now home and just got a phone call from a certain someone. Well, a few weeks ago, I was informed that I have become the latest topic at the pubs I frequent. A topic about me and that certain someone.

That certain someone is a very well known person in the pubs. He is married to a Thai. I am a pretty good customer. And now people have been talking about me and him being a bloody couple. We are NOT a couple. He told me just now that when I walked in the pub last Friday, people said to him.. "Oh there she is".. "Hey that's your lover".. etc etc.

He said.. the bar staff and all.

Weird though. No one ever talked to me like that. Even though I've noticed more bar staff seem to know my name. Even the new ones.

Oh boy.. I really don't know what to do now.

My dear friends told me that if I disappeared from the pubs, then I did admit I did something wrong. While that certain someone wants me to disappear for a while so the shite will fade away.

I'm confused.

I actually spent the whole night talking to my friend - Rose, and the former love of my life. But that didn't help. People still talked.

At one point, the former love of my life started a new conversation like this..

"You should really get a boyfriend. Get married."
"To whom?!?"
"It shouldn't be too difficult for you. You're quite good looking. You're intelligent. You're funny.. witty.. sexy. Just lose a few kgs. Your breasts might get smaller. But you'd look better. (Pause)... You know what, if you lose 2 kgs, I'll marry you."
"Give me 2 weeks."
"Make it 3 kgs. 6 lbs."
"Deal?"
"Deal"

And we shook hand.

Now I am on a mission.