Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Will I ever cope?

I've been in a strange mood. The cool me seems to not be around much lately.

All the stress from work... and... the headache and heartache from Chris (for some unknown reasons, I can't cut him loose)... and...

My birthday is coming up.

I've got a thing for these stupid special occasions. My birthday is one of them.

I went out with quite a few girlfriends last year. It turned out to be a nightmare, although Andrew came to the club and got me a really nice birthday card. A very nice chap, that one.

And this year... I really want to celebrate it with that man. But he'll be in Saigon. And will be in Bangkok 3 days after that. So, I don't think I'm going to Hanoi. He'll be back here for work in three weeks anyway. (How much I will see him, that's another story)

So, there. I'm going to be alone on my birthday. I'm getting depressed already. So, I don't really know if I'll cope.

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