God help me

I feel like I'm going to break down.

I've stopped smoking for two weeks now. And I haven't had a drink in a week already. Well, the smoking bit, I'm trying to give up for good. The drinking bit, I'm just cutting it down. God knows it's damn difficult to do both things in the same time.

The first week of not smoking, I actually felt fine. I didn't have the urge at all. The second week started off okay. I wanted to smoke a couple of times, but the feelings faded away shortly after.

Not today.

Today is the end of second week. And the urge is so strong it makes me feel like shite all day.

So, I think I'm going down the pub for a couple of drinks. Otherwise, I'll sure break down.